I hope I’m making you proud…

I find myself going through all of our photos together.
Patrick and I. Alex and I. Patrick, Alex and I. I’m reminiscing of all the memories we’ve had. All the laughs. All the crying. All the fighting. You two are my family. I can’t even begin to explain how much you two have helped me become who I am. You’ve helped me in my hardest times. You’ve smiled so bright seeing me accomplish some of my goals. I haven’t been the easiest person to deal with, but you two have never given up on me. To think that I’m going to break us apart, breaks my heart. But it’s only temporary. We will be all together again. I’m going to work so hard for us. I hope I can make you two proud. Please be proud of me and don’t be mad that I’m leaving. I know this is going to hurt to say “see ya later”. But it’ll get better, I promise. We’ll make new memories, sometimes in different ways. But they’ll be our new memories as a family.

You two are going to be in my life until the day I die. And I’m going to make sure this trio is the most loving trio ever.

I love you Patrick.
I love you Alex.

I hope I’m making you proud.